A letter to you

I'm no longer feeling torn between loving you and loving myself.

I've chosen me.

I've chosen to stop losing myself in trying to make you whole.

I've chosen to stop compromising my worth for your empty promises.

I'm letting go of your potential.

I'm finally ready to let you go.

But just know I'm always going to wish you well.

That's the funny thing about love.

Even with all the pain and with all the distance in between us now,

I still find myself loving you from afar.

I always catch myself,

finding moments to pray for you...

I pray you find your happiness.

I pray you find the confidence to take more leaps of faith.

I pray you find the rainbow after all this rain.

Life hasn't been the easiest for you...

I pray you let go of all that anger and find your peace.

I pray you find a love that will soften your edges...

you always did like showing off how "hard" you were.

a love that will make you realize it's okay to be vulnerable

& let someone in.

I pray you find a love that'll make it all worth it for you.

I pray for you.